today sian..need to go sch..then meet rachel..we tot late liao..then she ask me take cad..then reach sch walan..so fucking early can..waste money..then after sch wanna go expressway shout de.then dont no why go into pp..maybe find gail..haha..then saw xiao ting and eunice with some guy..then got one guy wanna take number from yi xian.then she dont wan give.then we go up..then the guy with his friend keep follow..then we run here and there..then run out of pp..then walk to expressway..we go there shout.shout untill cannot shout..then sit there chit-chat..then cry..then sit there chat until.6.30pm then take bus home..then sibei tired..reach home le..wanna sleep..then almost sleep.really very tired..then kumar rachel sandy msg me..then victoria and rachel call me..cannot sleep sia..normal day they never even msg me or call me..then today i really very tired all msg and call me.lolx..they gu yi wan or what..haha..now talking to gail and rachel.haha.

sian,yesterday talk to kumar until.1.30 like that..sibei sian..then 6.45 wake up go sch..tired like hell..then sleep in sch.haha..very fun sia..me and neo help wei liang cut hair..halfway the teacher came in..then hav to stop.haha..then after sch go hougang mall eat magic wok..then eat eat talk talk about ghost..very scarly sia..then later gail say joke..then i was drinking water..then i pui ouy all the water some of the water even came out from my nose sia.then after that go gial hse play..then go home..then rachel ask me pei her go meet eunice and baby xin yi at hougang mall..then we late.haha..then go there quit scary la..baby xin yi suddenly ask me to be her god daughter.scare me..then ask rachel like eunice not..haha.take almost one hour..then slack at mall..until 9.45..then take bus home..sian..tml still must go back sch..hais.

today sch..check everything sia..mt shirt kana caught again..actually my shirt already measure 4 cm le..then the HAYATI PRETTY go say 6 cm.talk cork..then after sch after go home.cos we go chalet.haha..then we go chalet swim..i wear t-shirt go down..can.cause the graud is siao kia[justin] friends.give face.haha..then go ewat KFC..siao kia treat..haha..full like shit..then go back chalet play poker card then lose money..then dont feel like playing..then feel like going home le..then victoria msg me..then go her hse meet her awhile..take 89 go back again..so fucking many ppl..and fucking long.then go her hse there..then go home..sian tml still got study..dont feel like going leh.haiz.ask my father if can not.haha

jus came back from chalet.=] so fun..my cousin de bf wei rong de chalet.actually last min then people ask me go.leonard say got a bottle of beer..for me wan.but i already meet victoria at mall awahile.lame..then go mall then i take bus go..then she also go le.lame dunno meet for what.haha..then take 89 alone go chalet find them.hate to be alone.but bo pian.got to..then reached there.they swimming haha.then i cannot cos cannot t-shirt..then go back chalet actually wan take the bottle of beer wan.then wei rong go open then bo pian all share lor.haha..then need to pay $2 for lucky draw..got many thing sia.my jiejie pay for me.haha..then david got the first price..got 3 bottles of beer.then i take one bottle..drink.haha.then play 21 eat BBQ..11 plus take bus with daniel go home.haha..sian..

today i am just so sad.i feel so down.i feel that you are treating me even more cold then before.i feel like you are avoiding me.i dont want this to happen.cant we just talk like friend.maybe i should stop loving you,forget you.so that we can go back to before and just talk like friend..today i quite alot.almost drunk.hai.i just feel like crying and dying now.haiz.i dont wanna think of anything,the more i think the more i feel like crying.it hurt loving someone.i dont wanna fall in love with anyone anymore.you will never ever understand how i feel for you.do you even know how much i love you.i wish you know how much i love you.

OMG!i just cant stop thinking of you.cant stop thinking of whatever thing happen on that day.i can even remember what did you do,what you say.those thing keep poping out of my mind.every second you are in my mind.i am thinking of you every day and night.i think of you in the day and i dream of you in the night.i feel like i falling more deep in you.you make me love you even more.or maybe i have a crush on you.?but will you ever know how much i love you.nobody know.i also dunno.now i dun wanna anything just wan u to be happy.that what i wan.

just now so fucking happy sia.haha..tio shocked man.12am plus desmond call me say outside my hse..then ask me go out chit-chat.then got august and the gao wei with him..haha..then come my hse play poker card.play mahjong play lot of games la..then i lose money to gao wei..then ask me cook maggie mee for them.3 packet still not enough.fight for the maggie mee..desmond take the most then august only left a little bit nia..then 5 plus like that they go liao.then i also go sleep liao.then early in the morning 1pm plus gail call me.wake me up.irritating.then now at her hse post this blog.haha..later gonna play lan with the fucking irritating gail at pcc..gonna die soon.

i just cant stop thinking of what ever thing happen..i can even sleep.i not gonna sleep tonight and gonna reflect what did i do.it all my fault..now everything also happen to me..now dunno what happen to my left ear.so bloody red and pain.the skin is like old women skin..OMG!hard to listen.walan..how could this happen to me.i just wanna screamed and cry out loud.i need help.

today go take private bus with rachel they all..then go to the what carnival [LJ] then gail say is LJ =lan jiao but actually is LJ=learning dunno what shit la..go there do shit then saw quite a lot of ppl la..saw vaness,randy and leonard de friends.hehe..then go back school.then manfred they all coming our sch say wan beat ppl.then we were like so fucking scare..then faster run out of the sch..but they cannot find that person..wait untill so long haven come out..then in the end nothing happen..haha lucky..then go mall eat eat..then me and yvonne go gail hse slack..then go home..quite sian la..

today it a long story at first i sleep untill sibei song.then the fucking rachel early in the morning call me and wake me up.then me and gail go rachel hse meet.cos need to help rachel do thing.yeah.then in the end never do..keep playing..then i also take the chance to play maple story.haha.then wait for yi xian to bath..then go inter to meet her then we go cineleisure to see the maid.but yvonne haven reached..then we shop shop shop.then cannot wait le scare no more ticket.then we go buy first help yvonne to pay also.then yvonne say she dunno how to come..then we teached her..tell her the way..wah piang.its take more then half an hour to find cineleisure.buay tahan ar.then we were so fucking scare of the show[the maid].cos my jiejie and victoria say very scarly..then we were like walao.regret sia..then actually not so scarly la..i was like shout like hell.shout untill cannot shout..shout untill no voice..but quite sad la the story.then stupid leonard call can say is friend help us steal dye kana caught then jump off th building and die..we were like so fucking scare if it real.then say want bring us to the song kar.then we were so believe.say at block 307..then we anyhow called people who live stay near there..some say have some say no..we got no confirm answer and decided to go there check it out..then reach there..got pray wan but i tot it was song kar..almost cry out sia..BUT IT NOT..AND WE WERE KANA DUA BY THE STUPID LEONARD.WE ALL THE WAY FROM TOWN GO BACK TO HOUGANG JUST TO CHECK THE SONG KAR IZZIT TRUE OR NOT.SO STUPID OF US.but i call back leonard and found out that it not true but his friend kana caught by police..after that then go home le.quarrel with my jiejie.*LEONARD YOU REMEMBER YOU WAIT.

after school go home change then go meet gail and rachel at mall the mrt there.then go fareast shop shop.by the time we reach there already 4 plus liao and gail have to reached home by 7pm cos first day of the 7 month mah.then shop shop.take neo print.go eat maggie mee.kp the maggie mee cost me lot of money sia.half of my money gone becos of the maggie mee.*REGRET LIKE HELL.den going back that time saw jackson they all.gail damn fucking paiseh.lolx.then 7 plus liao.gail haven go home.then we faster take train back to hougang.then me and rachel go gail hse awhile then go home..we go take bus at pcc there..then victoria they all also there..keep on shouting..then desmond keep on ride the bike here and there..lolx..haha..infront of me sia..

haha..yesterday dye brown black..den come out the colour is totally black..so kp..but nevermind..quite nice de..haha..pian my zi ji nia..today go mall shop shop..den go gail hse play play like siao..den go home..sian..wanna conference..

early in the morning..recieve a msg from him..den msg..den forget to bring fone to school..so fucking pek chek..history test fail man..den stay back retest..den go mall eat..den go gail hse play..so fucking sian ar today..waiting for you to msg me sia..or maybe i should msg you..what should i write..maybe not..later u think i very irritating..hope you tonight got call me la..