Friday, November 30, 2007

around 3+pm huiqi come my house.
still cant leave because
need wait for my father come home to take money.
so after that we train to vivocity
to meet gail and shirley up.
shirley left for work.
so the three of us sit down outside and chat.
rachel came then victoria came too.
chat and chat and chat.
then we have our dinner at some restuarant.
after that we sit down outisde again.
slack at there and chit chat.
then suddenly fire works.
its so suddenly.
first time watching fire works
without needing to squeeze with people.
is damn nice. what a surprise.
so after that.we walk around and mrt back home.
reach home around 11+pm.
sleep untill 1+am.
wake up and watch weixiao pasta.
watch untill morning 10am.
and now im preparing to go out
am i wrong?
am i really wrong?
i dont know.
all i want is just to protect my friend.
i just dont wish to see my friend getting hurt
and is by my cousin.my dearest cousin.my closest cousin .
i didnt know by doing this my friend will get even more upset
i dont know.i really dont know.
i didnt think of how they feel.
i didnt think of how my cousin feel too.
i'm sorry.i'm so sorry. my fault.
i just wish that they can happily together
but i'm wrong. i'm so so wrong.
from the start i'm already in the wrong.
from the start i know, i know this day will come.
but i always always always hope that things will turn out fine.
i shouldnt have started it .
everything wont be like this.
they wont be in such pain now.
my biggest mistake..

Thursday, November 29, 2007

wake up at 2+pm.
faster get to prepare and bus to hougang plaza.
walk to taxi stand and meet gail rachel and huiqi.
cab down to cineleisure.
wanted to watch the tattooist.
but we was late.
and the slot was full .

so we walk to shaw house
and see the time slot
and train to bugis.
accompany shirley to eat at MOS burger
and wait for yvonne.
shirley went to work
while the rest of us go eat steamboat
at tian tian huo guo. lol.
eat untill we pregnant. haha.
stomach all round round.

eat untill 8pm like that
we walk to esplanade and slack.
chit-chat and take photos.

and went home at 11+pm .
reach home bathe and sleep.
wake up at around 3am like that.
talk to rachel and yvonne.