wake up at 10.30am by huiqi. so prepared and around 12pm bus to hougang plaza and wait for huiqi to end her chinese paper. saw grace and agnes there.so chit chat with them.and walk to 462 to find huiqi and shirley and sam.after they smoke then me and shirley go huiqi house. accompany her to bathe and we make our hair. then haha around 1+pm walk to 401 takeaway food and meet rachel there then cab down to shawn house.eat and slack like usual.sleep and play psp. untill 5+ shawn and leonard go other place and left we girls in the house. so we was too bored and we walk to compass point and eat then walk back home again. and they come home.sihua and victoria come too. so we girls faster prepared and off we go. we go down take cab to loyang aloha ahboy's chalet. give him the present and stay there awhile chit-chating.then go in play poker. and around going to 10pm like that we went off as leonard they keep rushing us home. so ahboy and his friends drive us out to the road side. the rest sit on his friend car while i sit on ahboy bike. ahboy was like ' ivon you sit my bike, the rest sit car.got not enough space' then i was shocked and my friends are nuts. all so happy for me ? lol. his bike skill getting more and more scary. make me scream afew times. so they drop us at bus stop then we cab back to shawn house.takeaway food for them again. then go to the room awhile.think alot of things.mixture of feelings. happy and sad.i dont know why.whatever.so go out chitchat with victoria and gail.we delivery mac.then yixian and yvonne came. eat and untill 1+am me yvonne gail yixian cab home.reach home talk to rachel awhile and went to sleep.

wake up at 1+pm . use computer and stay at home. talk to jason on the phone awhile and sleep awhile. then untill 6+pm prepared and go hougang plaza meet huiqi and yixian. accompany huiqi eat suki sushi then me and yixian walk to my house there to take 55.talk to jason for awhile then bus to bishan.walk around until 10+pm and we bus home.now at home talking to rachel and ahjie

OH MY GOD
AHJIE & RACHEL ARE TOGETHER =)
I ACTUALLYMATCHMAKE TWO COUPLE WITHIN THIS MONTH!
WEETS.

almost all my friends are all attached =)
rachel & ahjie
huiqi & leonard
yixian & ahjohn
yvonne & manfred
shirley & her boyfriend

oh last long long worxzs

so currently left me and gail single. =))

wake up at 2+pm. play computer then actually feel like staying at home. but around 4+pm faster prepared and bus to hougang mall and meet huiqi gail and yvonne.mrt to city hall and walk to pennisula then to marina square walk walk.then huiqi influence me to buy violin with her.lol. after pennisula me and huiqi headed back to huiqi house as i need to do some stuff about the present while yvonne and gail went to bugis.go hougang mall accompany huiqi return CD first. jason called.so talk to him. after huiqi house and went home around 11+pm. reach home bathe and continue talk to jason all the way till 3am. more than 6 hrs of talking to him.after he went to sleep then i conference with ahjie rachel yvonne and vincent.awhile later i hang up. and cook maggie mee then huiqi call follow by ahseng then bowen.so we conference. and talk about our dream. wahahaha.how lame.and went to sleep around 6am in the morning

last night talk to jason untill 5am like that.
feel so sad for him. he ask me to cherish my parents.ya.
so went to sleep and wake up at 2+pm this afternoon.

use computer then prepared and bus to 401 to meet huiqi.
and cab to shawn new house at sengkang there.
and is his own house! lol. so reach there.
all the room are empty. one room only got one item lol.
so we stay and rot at his house for the whole day.doing nothing.
watch tv listen radio play psp are the main source of entertainment. lol.
go down buy titbits and slack like hell.
talk to jason on the phone .
then yvonne came. around 8pm me huiqi and yvonne cab home.

huiqi went home and yvonne come my house
accompany me to bathe and prepared then bus to huiqi house.
then slack and play with hair and wait for bowen jason and eugene to come.

so around 11.30pm jason bowen and eugene come fetch us.
i sit on jason bike while yvonne sit on bowen's as she never sit bike before.
so we go jurong bird park hill.around 1hr of travelling. first time sit bike for so long.
and that stupid jason.
got so many stun ,scared me like hell !
when at the express way he use his two hand and hold his helmet.
i got a big shock! then keep turning back and look at me.
what the hell. leg damn numb. lol.

reach there omg damn high! nice senenery.
we walk up the round round thingy then there got a door that lead up.
and inside are totally dark.and they wanted to go explore.
so yvonne on his phone touch light and we walk up
.damn scary. but inside that door cant open.
so we lan lan walk down again.
slack there chit chat and see jason play a damn cute psp game.lol.

around 1+am when we going off.
got two police car came.and we kana screeen.
and went off after that. go tpy there to eat.
me and yvonne didnt eat.
and after that all come to my block void deck and slack.

untill 3+am when going to rain and they went off.
so me and yvonne walk to puggol nasi lemak and eat.
untill 4+am cab home.
reach home bathe and now talking to jason and yvonne.

wake up at 1+pm.prepared and meet rachel 2.30pm at hougang interchange.meet yvonne and ahjie in the train.train to plaza sing and go spot light look for the box.and finally found! just nice for that 5 bottles. and it cost $10.kinda expensive for a box.but nvm. play arcade and eat at KFC.huiqi and gail come meet us. and we walk to parklane to play pool.play two round with ahjie. and i lose ,loser punch =(. play arcade and ahjie friend come. mrt to orchard and walk to wisma topman to accompany them see things.then go lucky plaza to accompany them eat. ahjie and his friends went off. so the three of us walk to cineleisure awhile and walk to mrt.then go in the 7 - 11 and i saw a absolute vanilla!! fuck. i ask alot of people and they say only got five small bottles of absolute! and i only got absolute vodka , absolute mandrin,absolute kurant,absolute citron and absolute raspberry! and i already buy that box that just fit in 5 bottles nicely! and absolute vanilla got no place.nvm reach home and huiqi tell me that actually got 9 differnt absolute! fuck! i dont know how. should i buy all of them!? many people suggest not to. whatever. quarrel with my parents too. and from tmr on IM NOT GOING TO TAKE MONEY FROM THEM! so i got to live on my own.what the fuck! if i got the money i sure buy the other 4 bottles . sian! now talking to ahjie rachel and yvonne on the phone.sian half

wake up at 3+pm.prepared and meet gail and huiqi at hougang plaza then huiqi and me 119 to rivervale plaza mac and meet leonard shawn and ron. sihua came. slack awhile thinking where to go. then ask ron help me buy the 4 bottles of absolute.haha. then around 6+ huiqi me leonard and shawn cabbed to bugis street.shop around and leonard buy things.then buy another bottle of absolute.then go shop for box to contain the bottles.walk the whole bugis street and bugis juntion.all dont have the fixed size.so we mrt to cityhall and walk around citylink then finally found a box that fixed in the 5 bottles.then was so happy that finally found but the price was damn expensive la.$39.90.first time see a box so expensive.even more expensive than the 5 bottles. so give up and walk to marina square and find.still dont have.so have our dinner and went home after that.conference like we did.

wake up at 10+am. prepared and meet huiqi in the bus 119.bus to leonard house and take his pants then LRT to MRT to PS. walk around and eat KFC like again.yes for the straight 4 days i have been eating KFC.im getting bored.haha. then meet adrain and return the pants and help leonard collect pay but he say he will transfer them their money.how saddening. so meet rachel and mrt to TPY entertainment and meet ahjie. go CRC play pool and yvonne came. slack untill 6+pm cabbed home.bathe and sleep. then use computer and all untill 10+pm changed and meet leonard shawn and sihua in bus 136.go fantasie.sing & drink. untill 1.30am they dua hong yee.wth how bad. first shawn already pass me his wallet and ask me to help him keep. then leonard ask me to accompany him to withdraw money.so we two go withdraw money then he at first say we two go first and he send me home.then i ask him to bring shawn along too. so we faster call shawn up and he run here. hongyee called me and i got no choice but to bluff him.how bad. then leaving sihua with hongyee. and i ask them to bring sihua along.so they call him up and tell him the planning and he run towards us.and the four of us cabb home. and leaving hongyee there alone to pay all the bill. it isnt cheap! at least more than $50. and now im talking to ahjie yvonne and rachel

wake up at 2+pm .prepared and all then meet huiqi and gail at hougang mall mrt. train to citylink and walk walk see things.then walk to suntec city.eat KFC and walk to marina square to meet yixian.slack at starbuck and talk to jason. and we cabbed down to kovan.the uncle was such a joker.and jason keep wanted to talk to the taxi uncle.wth.so dangerous.lol. reach kovan and walk to find leonard shawn and sihua. was quite pissed off.dont know why. then bus to 401 and send huiqi home then slack at kotipiam.chit chat. and talk alot of stuff.and went home around 12+am. then jason called. feel so bad. because just now around 9+pm i tell him im going home soon and i reach home call him.then he 12+am like that call me ask me still calling back anot. omg so bad.make him wait so long.so i ask him go sleep first as he's so tired. so reach home bathe and talk to the same people.

early morning 6+am wake up by low chern again.lol then talk to ahseng awhile then go sleep.wake up at 3+pm. go hougang plaza meet huiqi and gail.rachel yixian came. play pool and go hougang mall and have KFC. then train to bugis.walk around and look for job. left my contact at one of the shop. i hope they will call me.i really wish to work there.really wish they will call me.pray hard !! go chater two and meet up with leonard shawn and ron. they cut hair.totally changed style sia.look nicer.haha.then we mrt to PS and walk to somewhere near parklane de pub.they open one chivas. i drink a few mouth i dun wan drink because i dont like chivas.i find it very disgusting. so only leonard shawn and ron drink. and within one hour they drink finish the chivas. then they open another volka. then they was like drink very fast.all the way neat still.and we keep disturbing leonard and huiqi to kiss.haha. can tell huiqi very shy. then leonard and shawn vomitted. damn fucked up. shawn was totally drunk la. vomit and make a fool out of himself.and we have got a hard time helping them out.then leonard and huiqi go romatic.then the rest of us keep helping shawn. so i called hongyee for help. then i go fetch hongyee and sihua to come help us. then me huiqi and leonard left to take cab first.we walk untill very far to take cab.then got this 3guy.very what lor. thought they will come help us.but didnt .they stand aside and laugh! fuck. nvm.still comment ask us to bring him up when leonard lying down on roadside.whats the problem with them sia.expect me alone to hold him up.and the three guy dont even want to help me.still say this and that.fuck up.so go to the roti prata shop and leonard vomit.wash himself up and cab to his house.then cab home. now talking to huiqi and yixian on the phone.
i dont know why. i feel kinda angry or what with someone. should not say much. whatever.

sleep at 4+am.end up kana wake up at 5+am by jason low. then call back ahseng and conference with yvonne. chat untill i fall asleep. wake up at 8am by wanghuiqi. prepared and meet leonard huiqi and gail at 9+am at hougang macdonald. have breakfast slack awhile.leonard went off first then rachel came.go work. and my place kana changed. somemore just infront of jenny.cant talk on the phone. lol. whole day got no appoitment.and we need to have some appointment if not got to OT till 6pm. so we faster ask people and help us bluff appoitment.i called daryl , caiyan and shawn yeo for help.they help me haha. end at 5pm. walk go funan and have KFC then walk to marina square walk walk and see got any job anot because we're quitting the job as tele marketer. damn boring. then slack at starbuck.rachel went home first while the rest of us slack there. then around 10+pm train back to hougang and slack at macdonald and went home. conference like we usually do.and fall asleep at 4am

wake up at 9am+ to wake rachel up and she went home so continue to sleep untill 3+pm then wake up faster prepared and chat in msn awhile then faster rush to kovan and meet huiqi and yvonne. have my lunch then we mrt to wisma .when in the train going there was damn funny i tell you when the train stop at PS yvonne lose her balance and she sit on a bangala leg! haha. huiqi faster hold her back.damn funny.we laugh like fuck!! feel so paiseh for her.so walk to wisma and meet leonard .wait for leonard to changed then go fareast walk walk then go eat at KFC slack then walk to wheelock place then around 10pm like that mrt home.while waiting for train we trick yvonne to play some games.and she really did. and she stand there closing her eyes doing stupid stun like retarted.haha. in train i pinch leonard and huiqi nose untill red red.lol.real red.and they pinch my too.lol. go home bathe and use computer awhile.and now talking to rachel yvonne ahseng and ahjie.


RANDOM PICTURE







ahseng and bowen



cosy bay .

wake up at 9.30am by huiqi. prepared and meet huiqi gail and rachel at hougang mall. go work again. today totally no appointment! lol. only get to call 1 and half page of number.lol.spending all the time talking to jason and ahseng. damn boring.sharon and jenny keep rushing us to get appointment for sunday and monday. so i got no choice but to ask ahseng help me.haha.

after work mrt to wisma to accompany huiqi to find leonard.slack at there awhile eat at yoshinoya. then around 8+pm me rachel and huiqi mrt to bishan.huiqi go find her mother while me and rachel going jason house. then saw ahjie and his friends.so they accompany us to opp and wait for bus. they meeting ahboy =x whatever. so we were nice enough to accompany them and wait for ahboy to reach then we take bus. missed quite alot of bus.lol.

so after they went off we 88 to find jason. then we walk to his house while he ride bike slowly.lol. go his house do nothing.damn boring.watch tv untill i fall asleep.then use computer while he sleep.his cat damn cute la. lay down beside him and watch him sleep.


so untill 12+am we left his house to downstair.and wait for eugene and his gf to come. then wait for bowen and ahseng come too. everyone thought bowen going to drive lorry so euguene and jason ride bike. in the end bowen come with car. he drive his dont know who car come.lol.then they kpkb say want sit car dont want ride bike.ahaha.so eugene gf come join us to take car.

go somewhere and accompany jason to take money from his mum then to puggol nasi lemak and have supper.but i didnt eat. after eating actually want go jurong bird park hill but dont know how come we end up going mt faber.
lol. last time when i'm still with my ex bf i always wanted to ask him to bring me there but got no chance anymore.so now bowen bring us there. nice nice. nice senery.i like. very high and can get to see alot of places. slack and discuss about bowen and his ex gf stuff untill 3+am. then go cosy bay again. then on the way down. bowen drive very fast and when ahseng tap bowen will E break and all of us behind will fly infont. and i hit my head.damn!! lol. and is alot of time so suddenly.lol. then go cosy bay bowen bring us go cut corner.wah really can fly.must hold so tightly if not will fly.LOL. slack at there and chit-chat .untill 4am then all of us go to the nearest macdonald and have our breakfast and we got lots of harshbrown. lol.after eating then bowen send me and rachel home.
then after bathe i go sleep while rachel talk to ahseng.

meet huiqi gail rachel and go for work again. lol. getting lesser and lesser appointment.lol. was busy helping leonard and huiqi to matchmake. it wasnt easy. lol. leonard was too shy.so i got to help them plan.haha.so everything go smoothly as what i think.haha. and they're together! =) i'm happy. was talking to people for the whole day.damn boring.

so after work we mrt to town rachel went home to changed first while we slack at takashimaya outside.talk alot of crap.then ahjie ahshun and one of their friend come find us slack.lol. we keep shooting ahshun untill he damn angry.damn damn angry.whatever i dont give a damn.so he left with ahjie they all angry-ly. haha. meet yixian and rachel came.

so me yixian and rachel mrt to cityhall while gail and huiqi went home.walk to esplanade and slack untill 11.40pm+ and we take last train back to hougang while yixian go meet yvonne at kovan. so me and rachel go huiqi house slack.

untill 1+pm bowen and ahseng come fetch us with the lorry.lol. and go kallang to eat ba ku teh. and halfway bowen lost his way of going.but still we manage to reach there before jason do. and we still wait 30min for him to come. didt eat the ba ku teh as i didnt know how to eat. after that we go cosy bay and slack. then bowen share his things with us. he've got a sad past. and while he driving he keep thinking.is very dangerous. still he go wrong way.lol.
reach cosy bay.slack and slack. then see ahseng and jason ride bike and cut corner around cosy bay.chit-chat and untill 4+am sent us home. on the way home me and rachel sit behind the lorry as ahseng keep complaining very cold. so we try. and is very very cold.lol. but very pain.and went he brake or cut corner you will slide. kinda fun la. me and rachel was like shouting here and there.lol.

rachel come my house and stay. chat with jason and ahseng before sleep. still i fall asleep at 6+am. rachel went home in the morning.

wake up at 9.30am by huiqi.prepared and meet at hougang mall at 11pm. wait for rachel and we mrt to work.and we was late.LOL. talk to ahseng and called people and disturb.haha. kind of fun la this job.and leonard hongyee shawn sihua 4+pm come interview.haha. then 5pm finish work go meet leonard they all and go coffee bean and slack.then walk to penisula to get leonard skinny jeans.then slack awhile outside and see sihua talk cork. so around 7.45pm we got seperated from them. me and yvonne mrt to ang mo kio , huiqi and gail go shopping while the rest go drink and rachel went home. go amk take 73 and meet ahseng in the bus and bus to tpy lor 4 blk 94 to find bowen. and i actually went there before.LOL. eat the chicken chop cook by bowen. slack untill 11.50+pm then bowen drive lorry and bring us to the place that go 711 cos yvonne want drink mushroom soup.lol. then from there we cab home.reach home around 12+am.and conference like usual untill morning again

talk untill 5+am last night. then wake up at 8.45am. to prepared. and meet rachel at my house bus stop to go kovan and meet yixian yvonne gail and huiqi in the train. train to raffles city and walk to boat quay. first day of work. lol. kinda nervous the first time.and i just hang the person call. lol. but soon get used to it.was quite an easy job.very slack. and was talking to ahseng on the phone .lol. call bowen ahjie ahshun sen to disturb them.haha. go for break and we were late. kana scolding.lol. end work at 5pm go starbuck and slack until 7pm. suppose to go TPY and find bowen but nobody accompany me go.so since ahseng say tmr he accompany me go.so change to tmr. walk to clarke quay and walk walk around 8 like that mrt back to hougang . yvonne yixian and gail went home while the rest of us have dinner at KFC and meet leonard shawn hongyee up. go plaza and went home after that.reach home around 11pm like that.just called ahseng and talk to him awhile. and he fall asleep like so fast? so i also fall alseep. then wake up at 1+am and talk to rachel and yvonne. then rachel fall asleep.then we conference with ahseng untill morning 6+am.

wake up at 11+am. online and prepared. 1pm like that meet huiqi gail rachel shirley in kovan mrt train. and we train to clare quay. walk to the estee lauder companies and go for interview. so i think me gail and shirley have been selected to work for them. after that shirley left us. so we walk to boat quay and interview for the tru yoga. haha. tmr start work. woohoo. nice one. cabbed down to bugis eat at yoshinoya and cabbed down to fantasie to meet leonard shawn hong yee and shi hua. sing and sing and drink and drink. try so hard to hold my tears but still cant control. burst it out. cry like i never cry before . sing untill 8pm then go RK house and have prata then bus home.damn tired. haha. reach home bathe and sleep. untill 9+pm jason called. talk to him untill going 11pm like that he went to sleep so i go use computer then ahshun suddenly called ask me how come my news faster than them.lol. whatever. so he patch with his ex gf.and heard from ahshun that they both all these years got always contact and blah blah. nvm . hope he's happy with the way he is now. currently talking to ahjie ahshun and rachel now. boring.

got to start work tmr.
no time and no energy to sad anymore.
got to let go let go let go.
although is hard but got to.
no choice. he already got himself a gf.
what to do? i dont want to waste my time and wait anymore.
its so stupid of me.
wake up and continue my beautiuful and wonderful journey.
earn alot money and go shopping and shop till i drop.
wahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wake up at 2+pm . its my birthday today.but i dont feel really happy.dont feel like going out actually but still we go fantasie. prepared and come online. talk to him, ask him want come out ?then he replied going to rain leh. but after i reply he didnt reply.so nvm. go out at 4pm like that to hougang plaza and meet huiqi and gail. after they eat at suki sushi then we bus to fantasie and meet yixian and yvonne.then rachel victoria came. sing untill 8pm. yvonne go manfred house and gail go home while the rest of us go have dinner at thai express then go macdonald to accompany rachel to have mc spicy. then me and yixian bus to serangoon central and mrt to clare quay to walk walk and see the bouncy thingy.lol. then got this bunch of xiao didi come take number from yixian. and yixian straight ask ' how old are you all? ' they replied ' 15 ' then yixian say ' i'm 16 leh ' LOL. how funny.they are really small LOL!! then walk to boat quay .walk here and there . and eat at mcdonald. then continue walk. and we got no place to go. and yixian dont wish to go home early.so we just walk and walk then got this bangala ride bicycle come around me and yixian and asked ' hello darling, where are you all going ? ' somemore the whole area got nobody.not even a single car. we were like damn scare la. but lucky he went off.so we faster went off to take cab. reach home around 1.30am. bathe and talk to rachel and ahseng. then i hang up.talk to caiyan. so long since we last chat.lol.
untill 3+am. bowen and ahseng come my house here to fetch me and drive us to puggol nasi lamak as bowen is driving his father lorry. lol. slack there and chit chat untill 4+am help my sis boyfriend taboh food and bowen drive us home. reach home conference with ahseng and rachel untill 6+am in the morning.

so ahboy got himself a girlfriend on my birthday
what a great present i have recieved.
whatever. i didnt cry for it.
hope they will last
and ofcause hope can take this chance to let go.
i've finally deleted everything about him.
wish me good luck
and wish them everlasting.
as long as he happy , im content

early in the afternoon 12+pm . JASON botak called me. ask me to draw him! lol. talk cork with him and go back to sleep.wake up at 3+pm talk to ahseng untill 6pm like that then prepared and go hougang plaza and meet yvonne and gail. go suki sushi and have our dinner then go for K BOX. shirley and huiqi came. $5 per person. then plus GST charge, tibit charge,service charge. each person got to pay more than $10. play cheat.lol. after kbox me and huiqi walk to 401 and meet leonard shawn hongyee.huiqi went home and we slack awhile untill 11+pm and went home.reach home bathe and now conferening with rachel ahshun ahjie and ahseng.talk untill 5+ fall asleep.lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANFRED!

wake up at 11+pm. faster prepared and meet huiqi at hougang mall. go NTUC and shop for more things. carry till we almost go crazy. then i break the promise that i made to myself. =( go my house. watch the outsiders and bluff everyone to come my house. so gail shirley rachel grace leonard shawn hong yee yiceng daniel came my house. so slack untill around 4 pm like that huiqi uncle come fetch us to downtown east. then i didnt have to crarry anything =) go there settle down then realise we forget to bring alot of stuff. lol. called yvonne and ask her go my house and take.lol. so they start fire while me leonard huiqi shawn rachel go downtown east and eat KFC first then go back.
around 8+pm me and huiqi go downtown east and fetch ahseng they all and ask them help us buy beer then everyone come at the same time. not enough table and chair for them to sit.so paiseh. was so busy that i dont know what to do. lol.my parents come spot check.LOL. some of them gamble , some sleep in the tent some bbq come sit there and slack. lol.everything was so unprepared. and we expect that there will be some problem cause all different group people.end up all different group make friends . and we having interal conflict. leonard and daniel fight due to some lame stupid stuff and daniel went home. ahboy came with his bunch of friend.haha. glad that he've come,and i tried to stay him longer but failed he got something to do =( . lucky got ahseng bowen stanley jason they all to stay untill 4+am to keep us entertain.if not we'll bored to death.so after bowen that group went off leonard they went off too. left me rachel gail huiqi and ahkow stay untill morning 7+am. .and we're still bbq-ing. more than 12hrs + of bbq-ing . lol. just started the fire when people started jogging.lol. ahkow and huiqi was such a joker in the morning.make all of us laugh like fuck.haha. so go back downtown east and clean ourself up and bus home . reach home around 8+am . bathe and online awhile and sleep.

got to thanks - huiqi,yvonne,gail,rachel,shirley and my parents for the BBQ!

and thanks those who have come -
huiqi,yvonne,gail,rachel,shirley,grace
leonard,daniel,shawn,hongyee,yiceng
neojunyuan,edwin,samuel tan,samual quah,galvin,zhongping
lawinton dalton ahhong kumar and their friends
august,daryl,darren,sam,ahbe,yanan,ian,ahkow
ahseng,bowen,stanley,jason,eugene
ahshun,ahjie,ahle,ahboy, sam and their friends.
shijie,frankie,victoria and their friend.

(this is all i can remember )

and thanks
ahseng bowen stanley jason
shijie frankie
ahboy
edwin and neo for the present =)

thanks everyone.
i enjoy myself =)

sleep untill 4+pm wake up. huiqi gail came my house first.then wait for my father to come home with sotong. then me huiqi and rachel do the packing.lol.damn funny.so haha. people will get it tmr =) so around 7+pm walk to samuel quah house for her birthday party.many many people was there. sit slack dicuss untill 10+pm and went home. talk to ahseng then ahjie and rachel called.conference. then bowen called in too but hang up after awhile.
then talk untill 5+am then went to sleep

and i get to know something. make me feel so sad? angry?dissapointed ? all along i didnt know i'm this kind of person to you. ya i know my attitude sucks. you just dont know me well. please, i hate myself for doing so much, crying so much for a guy like you, that done so much for you yet i'm this kind of person to you. its okay. maybe i'm not good enough. just feeling very dissapointed.

after talking to ahseng then changed and go hougang mall meet huiqi and rachel.i wear untill damn lok kok! damn!! eat breakfast and went home after that while they two go for training.reach home bathe and sleep.wake up at 3+pm by leonard.so prepared and go hougang mall meet him shawn and hong yee.shop for bbq thing.buy lots of thing.lol. gail came and went to my house and put those thing.and my parent tot shawn was my boyfriend -.-. so after put things we bus to kovan and meet up with huiqi and rachel.eat at kfc and go mac and slack.untill 9+pm and go home. reach home b athe watch tv and talk to my aunties. my cousin is giving birth soon.lol.love talking to them. then conference with the same old people untill 2am+. all hang up the phone. awhile later more ahjie called.so talk to him. then ahshun call in after that. talk untill 3+am. then on the way to sleep then recieved ahseng called.so talk to him untill 5+am. and sleep.

wake up at 3+pm. was called to fantasie.so prepared and meet leonard shawn hong yee huiqi in bus 136. fantasie. i didnt drink much.just a cup. and open 4 jar. shawn was drunk. was so chao.they was playing here and there.and i was singing all along.sing untill so bored. talk to ahseng awhile.lol.then we left at 7+pm. we was too bored. go R.K house and have prata. shawn was such a ??? i dont know how to say. he do stupid stun crazy stun. scold car driver , put the chair in the middle of the road. then got this two girl walk pass our table and he shouted ' meinu ' so it was okay la. then after the meinu he added ' ai sio gan mai ? ' we were like WTF! lucky we didnt create any trouble.lol. for the whole day shawn and hongyee pay for all of us.how nice.lol. bus 136 to hougang mall.shawn and leonard act ah gua.damn funny!!! shawn kiss whoever that walk pass him.lol. bus to compass point and pass fangjie present and 119 home. reach home talk to rachel and huiqi and settle about bbq stuff. then call ahjie and talk untill he wen tot sleep.so talk to ahseng.rachel went to sleep .so me and ahseng talk all the way till morning 7am.we chat about alot of thing. all about my problem. is nice talk to him la.he tell me,teach me advice me alot of thing.and at that moment i have decided to give up.but for this moment i dontknow what the hell im thinking?lol.

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wake up at 10am by huiqi this morning.pepared and meet huiqi at hougang plaza at 11.30am. talk to jim awhile then go suki sushi for lunch.touch screened and take 62 bus.drop at blk 1 and walk to take 87to bedok north secondary school then walk to the winter sales there to interview.we walk untill half way then decided not to go for the interview so we cab to ubi cres techpark for another interview.the women damn bloody fucking strict.lol.i then dunwan to work! so cab to centrepoint for another interview but is not suitable for us la.lol.so we walk to ck tang and meet gail rachel agnes and thaddeus for DKNY interview. after that all of us except agnes and thaddeus mrt to cityhal and walk to marina square and slack at starbucks.from 5+pm till 8+pm. and mrt back to hougang.rachel and gail went home.so huiqi accompany me to wait for leonard. and wait for hours. leonard came at 10+pm. come here just to buy me food as i got no money! =) and slack awhile.then recieved huiqi call. she cried so me and leonard go her house talk to her untill 12+am and went home.and now talking to rachel ahjie and ahseng.

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wake at up 6.45am in the morning.online.and think yesterday ahboy go meet his 'laopo'.damn damn sad.prepared and bus to plaza and meet agnes huiqi and rachel then go bus stop meet leonard langyou yaohui yanan hongyee gail and shirley.lol. agnes didnt tell us say can wear polo tee so the 10 of us wear untill damn fucking hell FORMAL!! lol. mrt to clementi then 168 to the place.search for the place. lol. go for interview. and because we have 11 people.they take hours plus to interview all of us.lol.so after the interview all of us cab to lot 1 except for yanan yaohui and lanyou as they go other places while shirley go home too. so the rest of us go eat at food court, walk around and saw ahboy 'laopo' there!! i think she was quite pretty la.but leonard they say she like shit.whatever.ahboy like it can already! so around 2+pm all of us mrt to orchard.and walk to herren to look for leonard slipper but none caught his eyes so walk back to fareast. then rest at gelare while me and leonard go shop for his thing. shop less than 30min. went in one shop only and he spend $80 inside. buying a whole black button shirt with a cardigan.lol.meet shawn and go back find the rest.was seperated from leonard shawn and hong yee.walk around and blah blah blah blah.go for the interview at 6+pm . gail go first.i didnt go.lol. heard from gail that she very strict.crazy. aeroplane her.lol.after that cab back to hougang. find asx machine and check thing and went home.reach home bathe and fall asleep.wake up at 11+pm conference with rachel ahshun and ahjie. untill 12+am and all hang the phone.so i fall asleep like again. untill 2+am ahjie called. talk to him untill 4am like that and sleep again.damn tired.

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last night talk to ahseng untill morning 7+am. then i realise something. he long ago know ahboy go overseas for 4days only. its okay. he's ahboy friend.just feel abit disappointed.chat and chat. i cried.i dont know why.maybe ahboy didnt want to let me know that he go for a few days only. maybe he take this chance to avoid me. whatever. cried to sleep.

wake up at 2+pm. online and ahboy send me a nudge!! and after that he didnt want to reply me! so weird!!! now i understand how huiqi feel when frankie do this to her. nudge me and dont reply. wth. whatver.prepared and rush to gail house.borrow button shirt from her and go hougang mall meet huiqi yanan and ian.met to bugis and walk to arab street. go for sheesar. but cannot cos they say alot of police.so we walk out.then pass by one shop the uncle keep pulling us in for sheesar.so okay end up they dont let us in.how stupid.so walk back to busis.wanted to go for pool then saw ahboy bike there.called him up and he was at bugis too.lol.seperated from yanan and ian.so the three of us go bugis street and walk walk.shop for fangjie birthday present.
walk around bugis junction too. eat at kfc.didnt saw ahboy anywhere around bugis=( got no fate! whatever.mrt back at 9+pm .

reach home bathe and search for tmr interview stuff. and now talking to rachel ahseng and ahjie! its 3.10am now! and i got to wake up at 7am for the interview! many many people going w0rzxs! lol.

last night talk untill rachel fall asleep.so we call ahjie's phone.talk to three of them untill 5+am and went to sleep.then suppose to go vivo city today with huiqi they all to look for job. but i get to wake up only at 5+pm.and realise my hp was off due to low batt.so faster call up huiqi and they was on the way to vivo! =( they did call my house to ask my mother wake me up but my mother dont want. my mother ask them let me sleep.how sad. so wake up faster get prepared and meet victoria 6.30pm at kovan mrt and train down to vivo rooftop to meet huiqi gail yvonne and rachel. slack awhile talk awhile shop awhile. saw lek han working there.so i was like calling his name and he didnt heard.so me and huiqi stand infront of him and shout ' hey what is this bao? ' then he look up . damn funny . and around 8pm like that we train back. me huiqi and victoria drop at serangoon and walk to mac and have my dinner and wait for leonard shawn they all as we going fantasie.end up being aeroplane.so we slack awhile untill 9+pm and i bus 101 to manfred house alone.yvonne and rachel was there too.lol.so slack like usual.and the couple was crazy.lol. yvonne keep saying manfred is my bf.they are seriously crazy.lol. so watch tv and go home around 11.30pm. wait for bus wait untill i go crazy! lol. reach home bathe and talk to rachel and ahjie for awhile untill ahjie cant use phone.so now conferencing with ahshun rachel and huiqi.

wake up at 1+pm. prepared and all. meet huiqi gail rachel yvonne at hougang mall.mrt to fareast.take neoprint and meet up with ahshun and ahjie. walk around fareast and look for job.still waiting for their call.sian.working soon.eat at nana thai.lol. the serive ar! damn poor!!! we order ice coffee they give ice lemon tea.we order horfun they give noddle.and we asked the girl what is that drink ? then she answerd ' should be green tea ba' is like omg everyone can tell that is lemon tea and got a lemon slice inside!LOL. slack awhile and ahshun and ahjie went off.so we continue walk and walk.soon after yvonne and gail went off.so the rest of us walk to plaza sing eat kfc play arcade and shop awhile and mrt back to hougang.walk to 401 to meet leonard and shawn for alittle while and went home after that.bathe and talk to rachel ahjie and ahseng untill now. and ahboy just called!? i dont know why.feeling damn weird like why he suddenly will call me.he asked if i'm looking for him? and i said nothing.and he like expecting me to say something.i wanted to ask him so much but i just dont have the courage. and he sound so sad like as if he's having alot of problem.and he's drinking now.so worried for him.i dont know what to do.feeling damn happy and i feel so heartpain for him. after hang up the called i almost go crazy but think and think and i cried.i dont know why? maybe i expect something from him.anw just wish him to be happy



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go for history paper.lol. didnt know a shit.source base also nothing to copy.lol.sleep untill my both hand and leg numb.after exam stay in school and eat school food for the last day.slack in school for 1 hr plus and went home to sleep.wake up at 3+pm. prepared and meet gail huiqi rachel yvonne agnes in bus 136.go fantasie sing and drink untill 8.very very sad.after n level.i msged him.but he didnt reply.i cried untill like fuck.and i actually all of them cried too.affected their mood too. after that we cabbed down to hougang ave 2 to take away macdonald and go manfred house but all of us left his house at 10+pm while yvonne stay with him.reacch home sleep untill 12+am wake up.conference with rachel and ahjie.ahshun called in too. talk and talk then around 3+am ahseng called in. talk untill 4 -5 am plus and all go sleep.damn sad damn damn sad after hearing what ahshun said. ya maybe if i let him go he will feel happier. i'm a burden to him, im adding him more pressure.im giving him more stress.whatever it is.just wish that he's happy with what he is.

our bag like going to holiday.almost bring luggage.lol. bo bian we got too much art stuff to bring.was very kan chiong during art and we got only like 3 hours! teacher check my paper and he said 'aiyo your one cannot see too much'then he at there laugh because my art got naked women and all those sex maniac stuff.lol. i thought i cant finish it by 3 hours but it was not what i expected.lol.i finished it within 2 1/2 hr.

after art stay at canteen and eat and go to the space and sleep.lol. untill 12+pm go hougang plaza play touch screen and meet yixian and yvonne.jonathan and manfred release already!! lol. affected our mood but got no choice we got to go for maths paper 2 already.paper 2 was very tough.afew high marks question i dint know how to do.dont even what the question. died. after exam chiong to hougang mall to meet joanthan. but after awhile we went home. rest awhile 6.45+pm meet rachel at hougang mall and wait for yixian.wait untill we almost fall asleep because we didnt have a good good rest for the past three days.

so after yixian came we bus to manfred house.finally get to see him! so miss him.
finally they're out! 18months just past like this. within this 18months so many many things happened. so have a chat with manfred.his pattern are still the same haha.
the first thing i said when saw him was' manfred! you became shorter already.' LOL.yvonne and gail came too.august ahbe valerie soh yet lim they came for awhile and left.so we continued chat with him untill 11.45+pm. and he actually still remember my birthday! so touched.he became so much better. he wanted to give us money to take cab home but we didnt. so 101 home with yixian. reach home around 12+am bathe and went to sleep straight.

go mac saw huiling mervyn they all there.then they like got some problem with some primary school kids.nowadays kids are damn terrible.so rude.see already also feel like helping catherine to slap her.lol. after breakfast bus to plaza and meet huiqi and yvonne and go for exam! n level phycsic and chemistry. haha.i dont know a single shit for both subject. for physis at least i still can do MCQ and but chemistry MCQ i dont even know how to do.and i actually dont know that the last page got perodic table.what the hell. i spend less than 30mins for each subject. and spend the rest of my time sleeping. after exam headed home and sleep untill 6+pm gail come my house.lol.then accompany her to eat and continue sleep.wake up at 8.30pm prepared and meet gail at my house and bus to 401 to meet huiqi.study abit for maths and accompany huiqi to rachel house to print stuff for art.around 11.30pm headed home. bathe and chiong my art while talking to rachel and ahjie untill 5+am. packed up and prepared 7pm meet huiqi and rachel at 401

was suppose to meet gail in the morening 7.30am to revise math before go for N level math paper 1. but i wake up only at 9.30am.faster prepared and rush down to hougang mac to meet huiqi and gail.eat breakfast and study for maths.yvonne came. we joined thaddeus and macus for study then soon after yanan darrence jialuo ahben all joined.
saw leonard they all.find them awhile and see his friends beatbox.damn cool.so around 1pm walk to plaza and buy drinks and go canteen and meet the rest.try to remember the fomula.not so difficult la.but not that easy too.end at 3.30pm.we was discussing about our answer and i realise i got ALOT OF CARELESS MISTAKES! FUCK SHIT!still i hope i can pass my n level. eat at kfc and headed home after that. sleep all the way untill 10+pm wake up continue to chiong my art.and talk to yvonne and rachel untill morning 5+am. yvonne went to sleep while me and rachel go prepared and meet at kovan mac for breakfast again