I know i never fell that deeply
But why do i still feel the heartache?
why does it hurt so much everytime when i think of you.
it's so unbearable.


it keeps haunting me.

Friday picnic at some random beach !!
anyone wanna join give any of us a call :D


andand and..
15th of jan get our result!
oh man.. so nervous can.
wonder how well/badly have i done.

pray hard..

as i was typing this post.
i accidentally drop my Icanto Heaven !

my heart drop as i watch the bottle drop.
i was like gone case. no hope. almost teared
and i was so relief when it was still perfectly fine.
oh man. i can't afford to lose the perfume sia.
sometimes i don't even bear to spray too much on myself.
just love it so much :D
thanks buddha so much man .

okay continue my post.

TODAY OFF DAY!! woot.

so nice to off.
sleep all the way untill 6 in the evening :D

went to meet gail & shirley
bought all the barang barang and off to yixian house.
steamboat!!!

bowen came.

then we teach those idiots play mahjong.haa

bowen left.
and i have to teach 3 idiot play mahjong
yes is as good as im playing all by myself !!

soon later.shirley and gail left.

pull yixian to 327 to eat chicken chop with me.
saw so many people there man .

ahseng and bowen came.
back to yixian house.

play mahjong like again.

and see!! my first ever 13yao!!

*thats very good if you believe what i've said :D


then we steamboat again.
4 of us have to finish up all the food.
and i enjoy eating many many many many meatballs!

just cant get enough of it man.

the bored me came up with this idea.

play mahjong stacko!

whoever make the whole thing crush have to clear the mahjong tiles and table!!

the picture look so scary right.

but we went to the stage that is even more scarier.

and ya bowen lose!

so ahseng sent me home at 2.30am.

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25 DEC 2008 , THURSDAY ( CHRISTMAS! )

spend my boring christmas day working away.

read twilight for the whole day

and first time in my life reading 150++ pages within a day:D

daren self-claim that he is the cowboy!

24 DEC 2008.

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woke up early in the morning 11am.

faster prepared and meet huiqi

the nice me have to accompany her to town to get present for her love one.

went DFS paragon and takashimaya

so after hours of walking and deciding.

finally get a burberry cardholder for leonard

coach pouch for her mother

polo raph key chain for her dad.

and a hole on her pocket.

rich tai tai uh.

so i went home after she went to work.

went back home to get a rest first.

was superly tired.

and meet up with gail and leonard at mrt.

went bugis to fetch huiqi from work

& meet soh gene fangj and jianlin there.

went back to hougang

gail's first christmas countdown outside! ahah thats pathetic.

so we went to puggol nasi lemak and have our supper

and back to my house for mahjong.

everyone left at 3am like that.

left me leonard and huiqi.

that's like so damn sad.

everytime left 3 of us.

lack of 1 player :(

our very shag face

don't know why leonard become so ziliang nowadays.

so we went internet searching for those gruesome gross disgusting video to watch.
damnit okay!

and sleep at 5+am. .

woke up early in the morning.

asked my boss to find replacement to take over me again
because i was ' forced ' to go escape with cy they all. (*^%$)

so went to fareast and return key
then back home to bathed and changed
then to hougang mall

tongpang josh car to escape while the rest take bike.
& escape here we go.

didnt play much ride.
huanted house was our first destination.
scare untill my balls almost drop. lol

blah blah blah.
it's so funny to see cy & mannde scared face
when they were forced to play the ride with me.
really laugh my ass off man.
their face turn totally WHITE!

bring those small little cutie kids
to play the ' superman ' ride
they are super cute lo

after everything.
josh drop me at hougang mall.

meet up with gail.
and to compass point meet rachel.

eat at KFC.

my drinks!!

couldnt get enough of the small cup

so i get the bigger cup of my favourite Iced Tea:D

shirley came.

take my christmas present and storybook from her.

so sweet of her right.

got everyone a christmas present :D


22 DEC 2008 , MONDAY

work work work.

after work went back home.

then cy keep asking me to go steamboat for josh birthday.

i didnt want to.

and then sometimes later

she called and ask me go out of my house.

she tracy and her bf was outside already.

left me with NO choice at all!!! lol

went to mdm house to see the husky.

then wait for roger and his gf to come

and off we go to bugis for steamboat.

then changi to blow winds

and home at 4+am.

bathe and K.O straight

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SOME RANDOMS PHOTOSs

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my laptop with the super cute ultraman sticker that shirley bought for me.

so nice :D

A day without Nougat is like living a day in the hell man.

so addicted to it.

and i guess my teeth gonna drop real soon man

daren daren my dearest daren

i dont know what the hell am i doing.ahaha

twit ahlian. just being bored at home:D

some days ago photo.

when we're out to watch twilight.

been working & working & working.

drew a few simple stars during work
for ahseng team .
so retarded

i like watching the singapore flyer from this view

but phone camera sucks.

cant capture it on road.

photos take at marina barrage.

nice yo :D

working so hard nowadays yo.

hardly had leave.

and what!?

i will be working on christmas day.

what a christmas this year yo.

but i request for it :D

because i guess i wont be going anywhere else too.

so addicted to Nougats now.

feel so unconfortable without nougats for a day.

i need nougats to share my feelings to :(

it has been already two days without nougats.

it's now 7+am in the morning!
and i just reach home!!



super tired.
later i have to work still. aha


watched dvd the whole day during work.
after work
walked over to cine to meet ahseng and white eugene.
deciding where to go.
so off to 'huang jin li' known as the golden mile.
played billard.





and ahseng is no longer the safety rider.
the way he cut through the way is damn hell scary!
like keep wanting to hit others car.



and to geylang and wait for black eugene and stanley come.
and while waiting for them to come
we went to eat cheap cheap durian to spend our time
and the durian really sucks big time.
totally diluted.
and i guess the uncle heard our conversation
then he came to us with a brand new box.
a nicer and more expensive durian free for us. lol



went eat dim sum after the two of them reach.



and we went to MARINA BARRAGE!!
a nice place i can say
but very pity la
because i cant get to see the fountain :(



(will upload the photo soon)

we slacked there at talk cork.
super windy luh.
bloody cold.
it was then i realise
i hasn't been hanging out with them for a long time.
black eugene went home first
while the rest of us went ECP for mac breakfast!
so PS. everyone watching me eat alone. zzzz



then number ball!
almost died there
and finally they realise that im dying
and went back home after the 3rd round of game.



and home!!


Dec 16 2008, TUESDAY

meet leonard and huiqi.
had macdonald for lunch and mrt to plazasing.
walked around.
eat ice monster and bought carrefour titbits.
meet rachel and yvonne awhile

and off to watch our movie at the cathay.
'Twilight '
i think is damn nice leh.
although some parts i still blurblur after watch la.
so home after movie to sleep!!



& black eugene has been teaching me some art skills.
so thankful :D


DEC 15 2008 , MONDAY


out with shirley to fareast then to bugis.
shop shop shop shop shop.
bought myself a 3/4 pants only.

i'm here for the third post of today.
why?

because i want to show everyone this two blog.

• http://thoughtsofa-imbecilic.blogspot.com/
• http://abandonmentcaiyann.blogspot.com/

super touched upon reading it.
almost teared.

love them super many much.
one is my beloved friends
another is my beloved father plus boyfriend.
im so glad to have them with me :D

stayed at home for the whole day.

went kovan to meet victoria
and my victoria baby bought me a doraemon mouse :D
* sure got motive one

ahhaaa
still i love her many many worxzs.
muack muack <3

suppose to take the gift from her and went home.

but ahseng called.
he and bowen happen to be at kovan too.
so went to look for them at super bowl.

see them played pools
and around 9.30pm
longbang bowen's lorry back to hougang.

suppose to meet gail and & shirley at hougang
but changed destination
so went compass point starbucks for a drink
and home!



***
so looking forward to tuesday zoo outing with gene & co.
gonna have hell lots of fun .
and also photo taking :D:D:D:D




and im so free on friday.
anyone ask me out? :D

photo taking with weiliang.

Anw i'm here.
because i got a big big big good news
to share with everyone :D

and the good news is!
i lose 2-3 kg!!!



super happy.
i will keep it up this way man :D:D:D:D:DD
and someone describe me as fairy yesterday .
wooott :D





and anw leonard show me a video.
so funny yet stupid.
so creative yet so lame.
but i cant deny that it's nice la .

Blame Halo 3 - Spoof of Akon Sorry, Blame It On Me

doesnt have mood to blog.

too much to take it.

all the bad bad bad stuff.

could no longer take it anymore :(

feel so heartaching for everything that is happening

i hope my cousin can stay strong.

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anw i hope everyone that views my blog can at least help me

alittle by clicking the ads. thank you so much :D

DEC 13 2008, SATURDAY

get to sleep only at 9 +am in the morning.

woke up. prepared and went to yixian house to changed

because i wear untill super formal. ahaa.

then went to cy house to visit her.

and idiotic her . ask me help her buy cigg

make me xiasuay myself lo !!*%$#&*()

watched saw 5.

yixian came. then we slack untill 7pm like that

and off we went to meet ahjohn and send him off to plaza

and we bus to bugis

shop around . nothing caught my eyes.

eat and bus home again.

DEC 12 2008 , FRIDAY

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stayed at home for the whole afternoon.

then around 8pm.

meet weiliang and rachel at 805.

eat our fav chicken chop :D

thanks weiliang for the dinner ah !

my treat next time .

then played a few rounds of pool with rachel

and slack with weiliang and ahbe again.

and homed.

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DEC 11 2008, THURSDAY

work today.

i guess i made my boss angry

because last minute ask him to help me find

replacement for sat & sun.

and he got not enough staff..

.

so me my sister and boss spend our whole afternoon

looking for my replacement.

was so worried about it

because i wanted to go malaysia

with leonard and huiqi the next day!

.

and finally found.

i was so happy can!

and guess what.

me and leonard's ticket was screw up.

so the trip was canceled .

.

got no mood to work for the whole damn day .

but sales was not bad.

went back to meet yixian.

wanted to visit cy.

.

but the fat ass was sleeping away

so i went home and wait for leonard and huiqi to come.

eat at puggol nasi lemak

and my place to mahjong

damn suey want.
starting of the game
first round ! and because of my careless.
i made a mistake. so they close one eyes and let me go.
cos i still kinda noob to it.

and luckily me won 1 tai zi mo right after they let me
they scolded me like hell .
saying this is not the right way.say nobody will game with 1 tai only.
but who cares.

and indeed i get my revenge!
for the whole round of 16+++ game.
after i won for the first game
i never never win again!

lose untill my pants drop.


play cards game all the way untill morning.
lose even more. damn suay


DEC 10 2008, WEDNESDAY

work work work.
on the phone and watch dvds.

whole day only get to eat 3 piece of pizza.
shared with nebouring shops.
after work go shop around alone.

then back home to changed
and hougang mall to meet gail.
chit chatted.
huiqi and leonard then came.
and walk home at 12 +am

Dec 9 2008 , tuesday


went hougang plaza to eat sushi with yixian and gail.
rachel came.
went compass point, wanted to sign up for my violin course.
meet shirley and train to bugis


handsome handsome daniel
saw it at mrt !!
went to find huiqi at her shop.
then shop around

went to MOS burger to accompany gail and shirley to eat

the handsome me :D

went back bugis street and shop around.

bought a black mini skirt and a watch .

and bus homed.


Dec 8 2008 , MONDAY

meet rachel early in the morning at compass point.

had my lovely mac breakfast

and rach's yoshinoya.

and went to work together.

was kinda fucked up during work.

*&^%^()_

rachel came to find me at 3+pm.

slacked at my shop throughout .

take photoss

and try many clothss

yixian came too.
they wait for me to close shop . lol

today no sales at all lo
damn pathetic.
but at least rach bought a top from my shop . lol!!

close shop and went to centre point
accompany rachel to punch card

slack around.

then me and yixian went back hougang and slack.
walked home