ivon

today i am just so sad.i feel so down.i feel that you are treating me even more cold then before.i feel like you are avoiding me.i dont want this to happen.cant we just talk like friend.maybe i should stop loving you,forget you.so that we can go back to before and just talk like friend..today i quite alot.almost drunk.hai.i just feel like crying and dying now.haiz.i dont wanna think of anything,the more i think the more i feel like crying.it hurt loving someone.i dont wanna fall in love with anyone anymore.you will never ever understand how i feel for you.do you even know how much i love you.i wish you know how much i love you.