ivon

stay at home and use computer. was feeling not right for the whole day. the feeling of waiting and waiting really doesnt feels good. been waiting for his reply.but none. he did msg me and ask about something but after afew msg he didt reply again. so bathe and go sintua there see see.pray and around 9+pm.he called me. he ask me for movie. so of cause is a yes. faster rush home and prepared. and around 10.30pm ahboy yuren sam and sam gf come my house to fetch me.sitting on yuren's car.go cineleisure and watch movie . watch a M 18 thai boxing show. the movie starts at 11.55pm. so we slack outside then went in the movie early. the movie was quite nice. got some very scary scene.and i use my hand and cover ,y eyes then suddenly he use his hand and help cover my face -.- i dont know. the feeling is like back to last time.i miss those time. whatever. after movie went out and slack awhile. and send me home. reach home dontknow why feeling damn down. i should be happy but im more sad than be happy. dont know.maybe i expect something from him . im thinking too much.i dont know. he didnt reply.
these few days.dont even have a good good sleep. keep waking up in the middle of the night to check if my phone got any msg from him. but everytime so dissappointing.
wake up at 5+am. and chat with ahseng for awhile. and went back to sleep.
i shouldnt ask for much. finally we can go out as a friends. stay contact as a friend.
i shouldnt ask for more. we'll just stay this way.yeah .
we'll just stay this way .