Wednesday, August 08, 2007

why must things always doesnt goes my way! i dont wish to know if he got fetch girl out for rounding anot.i got this feeling he would fetch girl but without knowing, i can lie to myself, telling myself he never fetch girl. but when i dont wish to know, there will be people informing me. telling me that they saw him. fetching girl!!! FUCKSHIT! it been long time since i cried. i thought i already quite immune to that kind of feeling. and i really dont wish to know that he got any contact with any girls!! i feel so JEALOUS! feel so HEARTBREAKING! feel so SAD!
the feeling is really BAD! BAD! very xinku.wah. i could have gone CRAZY!. knowing that he fetching girl. and its so heartbreaking to send him a msg and ask him to ENJOY!! what am i doing. ??

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