ivon

my eyes damn swollen . almost gone crazy. talk to ahseng for a little while. i send HIM a msg asking if want go out with bowen and ahseng together anot. as they both was his friends. i thought maybe going out with his friends, there will be more chance for him to come along too.but he didnt reply. THE FEELING SUCKS!! and i also thought that sleeping in the only way to make me stop thinking about him . but what!? i dreamt of hiM!? wth. i would rather stay in the dream than to face the reality. i need to go for some drinking, havent drink for so long.

going out later.

so to be continued.