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wake up at 2+pm . leonard called ask me go out.i say later then go find them. bathe and everything then go hougang mall meet gail shirley and huiqi. eat long john and we MRT to city hall. walk to pennisula . then we go in the pennisula plaza.OMG inside so many ah bu neh neh. how scary.then we like some monster to them like that.keep looking at us.then we faster get out of that place then walk to pennisula shopping centre meet laysheng there. he bring us to one shop. huiqi buy the jacket. i also want buy but not enough money so i reserve first.then laysheng went off.so we just continue walk around.then walk to marina square . go starbucks wait for vicky. then huiqi eat there. then walk walk awhile then go esplanade slack awhile kumar ask if want go meet him and dalton anot.but dont know where they going so see first. 9+pm like that train back to hougang and meet leonard they all.they waited for me for 5 hours already.lol.then i suddenly feel very xinku.feel like vomitting then i msg leonard say i'm not going to meet them i want go home. then he kpkb say make them wait for 5 hours then say not meeting them.so bo bian. go kovan take bus to plaza meet them. see them play dota awhile. then ah boy suddenly say can go his pub.then i keep pursuade them to pei me go ah boy pub and drink.then they dont want.cos leonard wear untill very lok kok . nvm. so go plaza downstair eat. then they dua me. never go drink. then we just go some void deck and slack.talk alot. then around 12+am. walk to gail bus stop take 82 home. leonard watch is still with me. lol.

i know what can i do to stop thinking about him.
physically toture myself. make myself suffer.
then i will only think about how xinku am i
and not think about how pain my heart is.
is a very bian tai idea.whatever. i dont care.