ivon

last night wait for kumar call wait untill i fall alseep within a few minute. because he called and say he call back in a short while. and i just fall asleep like that.wake up prepared and kumar havent sleep yet.so he called me and chat untill i reach school. school was the same.after school got N level chinese Oral.fail for sure. damn hard. i go say untill english. sian half.after that go home change and go hougang plaza at 5+pm to meet yvonne. suppose to study and i bring books out then that yvonne bring one storybook out only.slack like usual. see kumar patrick juon leong ah hong play counter strike. then go k pool slack. then go back radiers see kumar ah hong dalton august blah blah play counter strike. keep disturbing me and dalton by changing his nick to ' i love ivon'. damn pissed off. yvonne was using computer surfing friendster then go see untill ah hong friendster. his friendster kana hacked. haha ask him come in. dalton and lawinton come too . ah hong was damn dulan but we were laughing as it was so funny.then dalton and lawinton was like playing with ah hong hair and say ' ah hong relax dont angry' and laughing like crazy.haha. at first they tot was kumar the one hacked but think is not la.lol. then lawinton come tell me say what xiaobee like him. this and that blah blah. haha.so funny. then lawinton was like 'dots dot dots' .xiaobee even confess her love infront of lawinton and infront of so many people. like not paiseh want meh? whatever. see ah hong and joun leong play pool and around 9+pm walk home. reach home play computer and now talking to rachel.
my bill is exploding.so scare to recieve my bill sia.

saw his friendster. girl write testimonial for him saying what yesterday go rounding.
is either the girl is with him or they did contact each other.
and yet he tell me say he long time never talk to girls already.
and yes i know i dont have any rights to stop him from doing that.
anw why do i care so much again. im nothing to him.whatever.
i keep thinking back what leonard had told me.
and i decided to give up.i cant stand all kinds of jealousy.
maybe giving up is what he always wishing for.
so maybe he'll be happier this way.