ivon

last night only get to sleep at 5+am. keep thinking and thinking. wake up at 1+am .prepared and meet gail huiqi and shirlet at 4pm at ktv. sing untill 7pm. then me shirley and gail walk to hougang plaza.btw suhadra come out from hostel home leave already.haha.shocked to see his msg.anw stay at plaza.slack slack slack. still the same. about 9pm walk to hougang mall with gail and sally to buy finger food and go home as gail have to go home already.kumar called ask me to wait for him or go blk 522 there to look for him . but i on the bus already.come home use computer chat with yvonne gail and sally for awhile.and now talking to kumar huiqi and lawinton.

sad.damn sad.why do i still care so much? haha.he care for me as a friend.ya just a friend.
and ya he dont have the need to tell me anything and he have his right to meet girl.
why am i still interfering his life? why do i still want to control his life? i feel like a bitch.
i'm not his whoever. haha! what can i do. sighs.