ivon

afterschool.
go home.

meet shirley shawn gail at mall
around 5+pm.

go harmony park do art till 10+pm.
went home.

do art like again.
untill 1+am.

ahboy called.
he at hospital again.
going operation tmr.
buddha must bless him..
pray hard for him.

hope he will recover fast.

chat awhile
and hang up.
as he ask why still not sleeping.
so i reply got to chiong art.
then he say ' okay then you go do your art lor,
dont disturb you anymore ' .

i dont want to hang up .
i dont mind not doing art to talk to him .
but i dont know what to say .

i asked why leh
he say ' nothing lo , just go do your art . '
i feel like saying ' no, its not disturbing. i accompany you to talk '
but just something hold me back.
i dont know either.
so . .
i have to hang up so unwillingly.

every each time he contact me.
i feel happy.
but sad after that.
im weird.

maybe is because i always expect something.