ivon

wake up at 4+pm . so many missed call by huiqi kumar and sen. zzz . wake up faster prepared and rush to hougang plaza to meet huiqi. see her and jialuo play pool and we mrt to city hall. walk to pennisula to buy skinny jeans.sen called. ask want go meet him anot.but i dont want because heard from people that he isnt a good guy.then go look for jonathan awhile and we train back to plaza.play pool with huiqi. and patrick so poor thing.he accident.his bike fly. tsk tsk. then huiqi left home. so me kumar and lawinton go play counter strike. ah hong join in too. feel so noob. haa. then see them play counter stick. then sally ask me pei her go kopitiam eat. so we go down eat supper.yixian came then go up for toilet and i go down find kumar lawinton ahhong babu they all.slack and wait for yixian to come down.then we left home around 12+am. conference with gail yvonne and kumar untill 1+am. then all go sleep. so i was very boring now.
feel so damn sad right now. just cant stop thinking of what he write to that girl.
feel like asking him why he tell me that he cant take off but tell that girl that if she call him he sure find time out and go out with her. but im not his whoever anymore.and i scare by asking him he'll get to find me more irritating and ignore me again. heartpain heartpain.
feel like asking him to go watch movie (alone) with me. but he cant take off.even if he can take off guess he would be going out with that girl. he got so many girls already.and so many ' laopo'. and he want to know more girls.=( he can easily find himself a girlfriend. . sighs
fuck. i really hate to cry. i really dont wish to cry but everytime the tears just fall. i hate it. fuckshit