ivon

sleep all the way untill 8pm like that. i think of it even when i'm sleeping. sleep also cry. cry like fuck. eyes damn swollen. rachel called ask what happen to my voice sound so sick. wake up go blk 15 meet gail yvonen and shirley. they go buy beer. didnt intend to drink but yvonne cant finish then i help her drink. breakdown. i'm so tired of keep cryign and crying. like fuck head. i'm going to sleep soon. i'm so tired already. tired of every fuck thing. tired of crying tired of thinking tired of heartbreaking. fuck fuck fuck .