ivon

been drinking this few days.nonstop drinking.feel so sad but just dont know sad of what . miss my friends rachel and gail .they go camp for five days. miss them . aiya think lots and lots of thing . like this also cannot like that also cannot.really dont know what to do .AND NOW I KNOW IM SO SELFISH! can even pangseh my closer friends go camp . hais.WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING! KILL ME PLEASE! everything doesnt goes my way . for me everyday would be drink and sleep and thats the only way that make me wont think of anything.think untill all my grey hair come out . I'M GOING CRAZY!