today 3 plus like that go mall meet yixian then go food court and wait for yvonne.then saw vaness there then we go plaza find manfred they all . LOL!then go mall slack at food court outside . then dont know la . then go plaza do nothing then me yi xian yvonne jonathan manfred and vaness to opp plaza the block there slack awhile then we go lower each of us give$2 go buy thing.buy lots of thing then cant finish .then me manfred yi xian yvonne go plaza cos vaness want give the lighter to gu niang . then at there slack awhile they playing dota.then i sit there watching mah.then i didnt notice desmond was sitting beside me untill manfred shout DESMOND TOH!then i look beside i chua tio sia.haha!then slack at there chit-chat with desmond manfred yvonne yi xian.then later some go off.then me yi xian yvonne manfred vaness jim pikachu acompany yi xian go home.then vaness was like crying lor.wah then we dont know what to do.then after acompany yi xian go home.pikachu go plaza then me vaness yvonne manfred and jim go interchange go pei jim and yvonne take bus.then me and vaness go find caiyan roger and carmen . then actually is going plaza de pub de.then vaness was like crying all the way.then we never go in.then caiyan they all come out.then we go opp plaza there de block slack.then vaness was like keep on crying lor.dont know what to do sia.then carmen go talk to her then she was like never answer back anyone mah . then carmen dulan then dont know say her what.then she go home.then im like dont know what to do sia.worry for vaness sia.scare anything happen to her. then roger carmen go tio people.so lame.then i go in the pub awhile then got police then me and caiyan go kopitiam wait for them.then dont know what happen la.then caiyan acompany me go home.then reach home around 1 like that.

been drinking this few days.nonstop drinking.feel so sad but just dont know sad of what . miss my friends rachel and gail .they go camp for five days. miss them . aiya think lots and lots of thing . like this also cannot like that also cannot.really dont know what to do .AND NOW I KNOW IM SO SELFISH! can even pangseh my closer friends go camp . hais.WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING! KILL ME PLEASE! everything doesnt goes my way . for me everyday would be drink and sleep and thats the only way that make me wont think of anything.think untill all my grey hair come out . I'M GOING CRAZY!

knn . today science then the MR LUM and the dont know who la.come punish us for dont know what shit.then must stand straight then no fan no light lock the door cannot open window cannot fan yourself cannot talk cannot move here and there.everything also cannot.then lock inside the classroom for around 45min sia.crazy.then the teacher walk away.then i ask rachel go on the fan then ask whole class dont baotoh out . haha.then teacher come back then they faster off.but the fan still moving so the teacher know.then MR LUM ask who switch on want.then no one want say out.then he KOH PEI SHAN bloody chicken go baotoh rachel out.no mother sia.then jason also kana.then we go scold her.then treaten her also.haha..then she go baotoh again to DM . fuck sia.then me rachel gail yi xian and jason all kana case.give us one week.if pei shan outside kana beaten up then we all kana police case.then if never hen he will close the case.fuck lor.then afther that we go mall find manfred they all.then slack at food court then later around 6 plus victoria come my house. then i sleep awhile then untill 9 pluse we go ktv find rachel yi xian yvonne then manfred and jim came.around 12 plus like that reach home.tired sia.sibei fan ar .. want go drink till crazy liao.