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oh ya.




last night i came home.
i saw this watch on my table.






it was my birthday present giving by my cousin ,sandy.
so sweet of her .





i still remember how we used to be so closed.
she is just like my elder sister.
taking good care of me since young.
helping me to change pamper and all.





i listen more to her than my mother.
i respect her more than my mother
i never talk back to her before.
i dare not to give temper to her too.





i've been sticking with her since im K1 or so
bring me to many different places.
to shopping
to play and all




she is older than me by 10 years old.
and i remember how she will go around telling her friends
that im her daughter.





i would always so looking forward to weekends
where i can stay with her at my grandma house.



going to her workplace on sat morning
or waiting for her at my grandma house for her to finish work,
and she will bring me out to play.





what i want
she definately buy it for me.
no matter how much it cost.
even though her income wasnt much.


getting me a phone when i lost it.
giving me her digital camera
when she got another one.








nobody treat me as good as she did.
not even my parents .





and as i grow older
we started to drift.




and now that she had give birth to this two little cute ones
that is staying at my house :D

i promise myself that i must treat this two as good as she treat me :D



althought we wasnt that close anymore
but she will always asked me what i want to eat before she came to visit her child.


i remember when i was sec 2
my rebellious stage.
i did something that i feel so regret about it.



i suppose to go town with her and another of our cousin.
she needs me
as i got to help to look after darren.
but i aeroplaned her as i thought hanging out with gangster was fun.
and i remember how she please me to go with her.

in the end because of me.
the outing was canceled.
till now , i never forget about this.
i guess that is the first time that i did such things to her.



till now.
she still remember my birthday very clearly.
which my parents dont even remember
every year never fails to get me birthday present.




so i must make a promise to myself.
next year her birthday
i must get something for her!
for this i must do it .





to her, money doesnt matter much
what matter the most is ' happy ' .
she is definately a great mother.
that would gain a lot of respect.



if got a chance.
i wish we can be as close as before.

i wonder if she remember that she said
to bring me go clubbing when i reach the age of 18.
cos i still remember very clearly.
it's like 8 years ago or so when she said this.



althougth she wont get to see all these
but i would really like to thanks her a lot.
and i would really like to bless her and her family to be happy always.