long time never post liao..sian ar.yesterday my birthday =]=]..meeting rachel yi xian yvonne gail caiyan jim jason winton.then say morning 11 meet at mall de.then walan..all so fucking slow then slack at mall awhile then go cinleisure watch movie..actually wan watch the wig de.then go there sae red shoes then we want watch then fuckking chee bye NC16 bo pian go watch the wig nabei chee bye also NC16..then no horror show liao
then sian1/2..then after watch movie we go back haugang.go slack..then we went down puggol plaza there cause got tai ji..then go there awhile then go back..settle liao..so sian..waste my time.then go puggol plaza kopitiam there slack.then jason go buy beer..wahaha..CAN BUY SIA??.hahas.then actually is i drink the whole bottle de.then daniel and damian wan play mah.then i give them abit lor.wahahax.then go back mall play..then jason order 20 nugget..hahas shock ar.then go rachel house play..then go home.

erm..siam sian sian..after sch take cad go kovan sia.then slack there..then saw soon jin and dont no who..then we go popular..hahas so fun..the popular staff tot we gonna steal things but we never..then the whole popular staff watching us..wher we go they also go..lolx..so fuck fun.then we walk here and there..haha then play enough le we go shop shop.then victoria come meet us..then walk awhile then we take train go hougang mall.i got no ezlink card.then i chiong go in.then at mall i dont dare come out cos the counter there only.then yvonne help me chiong out..then we go ntuc BUY things go food court eat.then eat lor.then slack there talkie lor.then later ah kow also came but not meet us..then around 6 plus me and victoria go hougang park.yvon and rachel go hougang green..then so paiseh so fuck many ppl.then i go join yvonne they all meet manfred..then take 101 home.so fuck long..take half an hour to reach home sia..sian

erm..sian..after sch go rachel hse..she wan cut hair..then we pei her lor..then go her hse play eat..lolx..fun sia..then later we go pp to look for eunice they all..cos got tai ji mah,,we go there keipo keipo..same tai ji as yesterday..i think so la..then go there wait for them..then go hougang mall..we tot hougang mall no ppl liao leh..then walk in only..saw manfred they all..wow so scarly can..then keep scolding us..the fucker weil liang la..big mouth go tell manfred they all..then now DIE liao all know liao..then all come scold us..lolx..then slack here and there..saw alot of ppl..lolx..then 6 plus like that we go hougang green with eunice they all..lolx..go there slack..so fuck sian..beside slack theres nothing we can do..lolx..then i 8 plus go home..lolx..wait for the fucking bus for so fucking long..lolx..

yesterday talk to yvonne gail eunice rachel..then yvone so fuck early put down..then gail 3plus put down then left me eunice and rachel..then eunice ask allan call in..then lolx..funny..then dont no why put down le..then eunice also put down cos her korkor wan use..then left me and rachel sibei sian..then i keep on calling rachel nobody ans me..i tot she sleep le..5am plus like that then i go sleep also lor..then 8 plus i tot rachel at malaysia liao..then i msg her.then she ask me call in caiyan also inside..then found out that eunice talk to her the whole night.lolx..then talk untill she at malaysia..lolx..then continue my sleep..but dont no why cannot sleep leh..then go meet my primary sch friend..walk here and there.sian..then 7 plus like that go home..sia..dont no wher the fuck is yvone..missing,,nobody can contact her..lolx.now looking for her.lolllx

sian..early in the morning 11 pm plus..gail call me..then i dont no..i still sleeping..then dont care about that..then continue sleep..then 1 pm plus recieve a msg from kumar..then i dont no..cos i was dreaming..then i tot i receieved my msg in the dream then dont care.untill my jiejie shout at me and say my phone got msg..lolx.then blur blur also dont no what i send also..funny thing is that..
i msging gail..
then untill half.she ask me want go find them anot..then i rest awhile then reply to wrong person..i send to desmond..lolx..i still dont no..i send ` dont no , see first lor , what time u all going home..i want send to rachel wan lor.then send to desmond then he reply ?..aiya..then i still dont no..keep sending..untill he call me say what msg him then dont no what..then i still dont no sia..he say i got fever.lolx..ask me go check my phone.lolx..then he put down i go check..then found out really send wrong..lolx so paiseh..AND I DREAM OF HIM SIA.I DREAM OF HIM GIVING ME CRIG AND BEER.lolx..then i tell him..then i ask him give me then the dream will come true..lolx..then he ask me better dont smoke and drink..lolx..=]=]=].then go plaza meet yvonne gail and xian..then yvone go food court eat..then go lower find rachel cos she going malaysia..then lower slack talk alot of cork..lolx..then now at home..talking to yvon rachel gai; and eunice..gonna talk to morning=]=]..

this few days i keep dreaming of you..and even today..when i wake up and found out that this is just a dream.that make me so fucking sad..haiz..i reall wish you could be by myside..i need a miracle..i trying hard to forget..it really hard..even if i force myself never think of you in the day..but i will still dream of you at the night..all my mind is just only you..i dont wanna think of anything..once i think of anything,it all about you..drink and drink and drink untill i drunk that what i can do..and dont think so much..haiz..i just want you to be happy whenever you goes....hais..

TODAY.sian sian sian..wake up at 1 plus..then go online..online nia then rachel ask em call her phone..again conference with the shity couple sian..then desmond online chat with him=]=] say what will return me testi de..bluff me..then offline..then victoria call me..say with desmond so fuck can..ci ji me..fuck..then later they dont no at who hse.then desmond use his acc online..then say what victoria want tok to me..then i really tot is victoria le..then victoria say she not on the computer ask me dont say anything out..fuck..all the while is desmond..then bluff me again..fuck..then later really victoria then i dont believe le..then she online her acc to proof to me.haha...then talk to the shity couple..then talk untill sleep..then victoria sms me wake me up..then say they at desmond hse downstair..again ci ji me..so fuck..then later victoria and desmond online..then my papa want use com..cannot talk to chat..but i say hellos to desmond..hehe=]=]..then he suddenly sms me..say what sorry he playing lan later then chat..lolx..then walao..victoria going find them.at my hse here de lan shop..=]=]..then ask me want go..lolx=]=]..then sian..talk to the shity couple whole day..then victoria call me ask me my hse got beer not..haha too bad no more..few day ago still got two bottle..=]=]..then ask me take crig for her..=]=]..then desmond they all go my hse opp there bio zhar bor..fuck..make me feel so sad.then think and think..listen to sad song make me cry..then the kumar come ask me why..sian 1/2..now talking to no one..hais..it really hard to forget..

sian.today go rachel hse..do nothing sian1/2..then play with food..we go cook thing..plat with flour..me and rachel play here and there..then whole face white white wan..haha..then cook le..go rachel room..watch charlie and the chocalate factory..MR WILLY WONKA.=]=] quite nice la..then the food we make..is like so fucking sweet so er xin..who ever eat that can tio diabeties sia..then eat one or two like that..then never even touch that thing liao..then while watching the show..rachel go sleep..in her shity land..then left me alone watching..sian..then go home..do nothing also..now talk to shity couple=]=]sian1/2..so fucking sian

today go sch sian1/2..still the same..get reportbook..fail like hell..kanasai sia.then recess time eunice desmond kak wei kelvin damian august they all go D&T blk 3rd floor beat the dont no who..then me and rachel stand there watching.desmond also there=].then after sch on the way to toilet.saw desmond.HE TALK TO ME SIA.haha..he say bye bye to me..so fucking happy then i say hellos to him.lolx.then me rach gail yvon go houganh mall magic wok eat..then after that yvon go home.me gail rach go rach hse watch movie..watch half way i fall a sleep..then i wake up i tot very late le..i tot by the time finish the show already very late liao..but i ask them..still 5.30pm nia..how come ar..so early.then rach play the sim2 bo liao game.build hse..but she built until like sch like that.then go home..sian.

today sian..need to go sch..then meet rachel..we tot late liao..then she ask me take cad..then reach sch walan..so fucking early can..waste money..then after sch wanna go expressway shout de.then dont no why go into pp..maybe find gail..haha..then saw xiao ting and eunice with some guy..then got one guy wanna take number from yi xian.then she dont wan give.then we go up..then the guy with his friend keep follow..then we run here and there..then run out of pp..then walk to expressway..we go there shout.shout untill cannot shout..then sit there chit-chat..then cry..then sit there chat until.6.30pm then take bus home..then sibei tired..reach home le..wanna sleep..then almost sleep.really very tired..then kumar rachel sandy msg me..then victoria and rachel call me..cannot sleep sia..normal day they never even msg me or call me..then today i really very tired all msg and call me.lolx..they gu yi wan or what..haha..now talking to gail and rachel.haha.

sian,yesterday talk to kumar until.1.30 like that..sibei sian..then 6.45 wake up go sch..tired like hell..then sleep in sch.haha..very fun sia..me and neo help wei liang cut hair..halfway the teacher came in..then hav to stop.haha..then after sch go hougang mall eat magic wok..then eat eat talk talk about ghost..very scarly sia..then later gail say joke..then i was drinking water..then i pui ouy all the water some of the water even came out from my nose sia.then after that go gial hse play..then go home..then rachel ask me pei her go meet eunice and baby xin yi at hougang mall..then we late.haha..then go there quit scary la..baby xin yi suddenly ask me to be her god daughter.scare me..then ask rachel like eunice not..haha.take almost one hour..then slack at mall..until 9.45..then take bus home..sian..tml still must go back sch..hais.

today sch..check everything sia..mt shirt kana caught again..actually my shirt already measure 4 cm le..then the HAYATI PRETTY go say 6 cm.talk cork..then after sch after go home.cos we go chalet.haha..then we go chalet swim..i wear t-shirt go down..can.cause the graud is siao kia[justin] friends.give face.haha..then go ewat KFC..siao kia treat..haha..full like shit..then go back chalet play poker card then lose money..then dont feel like playing..then feel like going home le..then victoria msg me..then go her hse meet her awhile..take 89 go back again..so fucking many ppl..and fucking long.then go her hse there..then go home..sian tml still got study..dont feel like going leh.haiz.ask my father if can not.haha

jus came back from chalet.=] so fun..my cousin de bf wei rong de chalet.actually last min then people ask me go.leonard say got a bottle of beer..for me wan.but i already meet victoria at mall awahile.lame..then go mall then i take bus go..then she also go le.lame dunno meet for what.haha..then take 89 alone go chalet find them.hate to be alone.but bo pian.got to..then reached there.they swimming haha.then i cannot cos cannot t-shirt..then go back chalet actually wan take the bottle of beer wan.then wei rong go open then bo pian all share lor.haha..then need to pay $2 for lucky draw..got many thing sia.my jiejie pay for me.haha..then david got the first price..got 3 bottles of beer.then i take one bottle..drink.haha.then play 21 eat BBQ..11 plus take bus with daniel go home.haha..sian..

today i am just so sad.i feel so down.i feel that you are treating me even more cold then before.i feel like you are avoiding me.i dont want this to happen.cant we just talk like friend.maybe i should stop loving you,forget you.so that we can go back to before and just talk like friend..today i quite alot.almost drunk.hai.i just feel like crying and dying now.haiz.i dont wanna think of anything,the more i think the more i feel like crying.it hurt loving someone.i dont wanna fall in love with anyone anymore.you will never ever understand how i feel for you.do you even know how much i love you.i wish you know how much i love you.

OMG!i just cant stop thinking of you.cant stop thinking of whatever thing happen on that day.i can even remember what did you do,what you say.those thing keep poping out of my mind.every second you are in my mind.i am thinking of you every day and night.i think of you in the day and i dream of you in the night.i feel like i falling more deep in you.you make me love you even more.or maybe i have a crush on you.?but will you ever know how much i love you.nobody know.i also dunno.now i dun wanna anything just wan u to be happy.that what i wan.

just now so fucking happy sia.haha..tio shocked man.12am plus desmond call me say outside my hse..then ask me go out chit-chat.then got august and the gao wei with him..haha..then come my hse play poker card.play mahjong play lot of games la..then i lose money to gao wei..then ask me cook maggie mee for them.3 packet still not enough.fight for the maggie mee..desmond take the most then august only left a little bit nia..then 5 plus like that they go liao.then i also go sleep liao.then early in the morning 1pm plus gail call me.wake me up.irritating.then now at her hse post this blog.haha..later gonna play lan with the fucking irritating gail at pcc..gonna die soon.

i just cant stop thinking of what ever thing happen..i can even sleep.i not gonna sleep tonight and gonna reflect what did i do.it all my fault..now everything also happen to me..now dunno what happen to my left ear.so bloody red and pain.the skin is like old women skin..OMG!hard to listen.walan..how could this happen to me.i just wanna screamed and cry out loud.i need help.

today go take private bus with rachel they all..then go to the what carnival [LJ] then gail say is LJ =lan jiao but actually is LJ=learning dunno what shit la..go there do shit then saw quite a lot of ppl la..saw vaness,randy and leonard de friends.hehe..then go back school.then manfred they all coming our sch say wan beat ppl.then we were like so fucking scare..then faster run out of the sch..but they cannot find that person..wait untill so long haven come out..then in the end nothing happen..haha lucky..then go mall eat eat..then me and yvonne go gail hse slack..then go home..quite sian la..

today it a long story at first i sleep untill sibei song.then the fucking rachel early in the morning call me and wake me up.then me and gail go rachel hse meet.cos need to help rachel do thing.yeah.then in the end never do..keep playing..then i also take the chance to play maple story.haha.then wait for yi xian to bath..then go inter to meet her then we go cineleisure to see the maid.but yvonne haven reached..then we shop shop shop.then cannot wait le scare no more ticket.then we go buy first help yvonne to pay also.then yvonne say she dunno how to come..then we teached her..tell her the way..wah piang.its take more then half an hour to find cineleisure.buay tahan ar.then we were so fucking scare of the show[the maid].cos my jiejie and victoria say very scarly..then we were like walao.regret sia..then actually not so scarly la..i was like shout like hell.shout untill cannot shout..shout untill no voice..but quite sad la the story.then stupid leonard call can say is friend help us steal dye kana caught then jump off th building and die..we were like so fucking scare if it real.then say want bring us to the song kar.then we were so believe.say at block 307..then we anyhow called people who live stay near there..some say have some say no..we got no confirm answer and decided to go there check it out..then reach there..got pray wan but i tot it was song kar..almost cry out sia..BUT IT NOT..AND WE WERE KANA DUA BY THE STUPID LEONARD.WE ALL THE WAY FROM TOWN GO BACK TO HOUGANG JUST TO CHECK THE SONG KAR IZZIT TRUE OR NOT.SO STUPID OF US.but i call back leonard and found out that it not true but his friend kana caught by police..after that then go home le.quarrel with my jiejie.*LEONARD YOU REMEMBER YOU WAIT.

after school go home change then go meet gail and rachel at mall the mrt there.then go fareast shop shop.by the time we reach there already 4 plus liao and gail have to reached home by 7pm cos first day of the 7 month mah.then shop shop.take neo print.go eat maggie mee.kp the maggie mee cost me lot of money sia.half of my money gone becos of the maggie mee.*REGRET LIKE HELL.den going back that time saw jackson they all.gail damn fucking paiseh.lolx.then 7 plus liao.gail haven go home.then we faster take train back to hougang.then me and rachel go gail hse awhile then go home..we go take bus at pcc there..then victoria they all also there..keep on shouting..then desmond keep on ride the bike here and there..lolx..haha..infront of me sia..